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Farewell! Farewell to this moment! Farewell to this day! Farewell to my best of memories of this year! Farewell everyone! And Farewell to all those who couldn't make it! Lets all say a wonderful farewell to our friend 2018! In memory!

It's the season. Happy Holidays. When  we spend time with our family, and have a trip down the memory lane. And play some childish game. And give them gift's we've been promising. Showing great gratitude to our God! For keep us safe and for everything.

Was it worth it? Now, you're finally hurting. Mental conflict. Pondering, wondering why? Terribly sad. Probably you should die. Cause, the hate in your heart is like a star. Burning with so much rage, it aches. And you feel your life have been staged. That every pain you've been through and yet to go through was bound to happen. You're a victim. A destined fate. And now you're loosing your faith to an unclear thought.

Sitting, thinking and wondering What I'm gonna be. I got so much thoughts in my mind, Yet I don't feel a thing. Trying to be careful to the choice I make. Cause everything seems to appear hard to me. I feel lost everyday. Always blacking out in the classroom. Dunno what my problem is at all. Cause I'm beginning to feel like I'm cursed. I'm a young teen, writing music and poems for fun. And my life just begun. Mama said to be strong and don't be dumb. For one day she will be gone. So, sit up and face the facts. I will face a bigger responsibility and struggle on my own. Be the pilot of my life. Be the man of my house. With the wife of my dream. And one day, We'll all be in the hospital, Cause it's an emergency. While my wife screams. Having faith in God on my knees, Tears dripping. And the Doctor will say: "Congratulations! You're a father". .....Gasping you'll be. Then out of so much joy, You will be like:

It hurts so much when you put so much effort. To take the next big step in your life by trying  to get financial support. And all you get is discrimination and rejects. Making you regret the choices you made after having some reflects. The pain this world is causing you, making you feel deranged like no one is loving you. Leaving you with realistic views than optimistic views, making you choose how cruel you wanna be. Feeling so down,  you listen to some blues. Thinking deep down on how much you hate to loose. Feeling so fucked up, you check up on the news. Headlines are all tragic. Seeing the world as it is bruised. Probably thinking you need an advice or a therapy. Feeling like the world's greatest apology. Never mind! Maybe you're just over thinking it. All you need are some nice distractions that will give you a great satisfaction to clear you off your current depression. O well, the life we live, c'est dommage.

You know how great it feels to find a new favorite restaurant? Suddenly, you're finding any excuse to go to that cool spot with the sushi burritos. Friends coming into town? Sushi burritos. Need a snack on the way to a meeting? Sushi burritos, obviously. Woke up in the middle of the night with a singular hunger? 24-hour sushi burritos, baby. But eventually, all that seaweed, rice, and ginger starts to get to you. You can't imagine going back. Well, not all is lost. Next time you order a California-roll burrito, instead of grabbing it in two hands and going to town, try unwrapping it and eating it with utensils instead. You may gain a new appreciation for an old fave. That feeling of diminishing returns as you continue to experience something that at one time gave you pleasure is called "hedonic adaptation," and it's a well-documented example of how the human brain just isn't wired to be happy all the time. In one of the best-known studies of the effect, rese